About me

Im am in Seneca SC;I am 50 years old Dec.11; Divorced now 10 years. 5'2 and an attractive clean looking woman with all my own teeth and not dog ugly;thats my opinion anyways ! HAAAA!!!; (BBW) or plus sized 24 size and very curvy; most men say I am hot or sexy looking; everyone has there own opinion of woman and in so many ways. Same for woman with men;Im sure.I dont want to make you think of me in that way; just as a friend. It gets lonely and;I think maybe God has someone special for me ;and if he dont have it in his plans; then thats ok too. He makes the BIG dissions for all of us. Do you believe in God ;Jesus; this is important to me that I know first before anything ! I dont shove my beliefs on anyone;just letting you know how I feel about that subject ; I am a christian out here trying to make it in a world of sin. Take Care; God Bless You; ~ CJ PS~ Can you send me some of you (PICTURES);so I will know who Im talking with. Who knows maybe we can spark a flame from just a pic of each other. I just want a good hearted; careing;loving man to spend time with and show me the attention I desire for a mate or friend ; to be based on a lifetime of companionship;faithfulness and happiness through all or any ups and downs life may throw at us. Standing beside me ;not behind me ;threw all bad weathers.If you have a yahoo screen name;send it to me ; if you dont mind me asking for it . Mine is cjlovespugs@yahoo.com or cynthialilbit@aol.com ;and if you reply or are interested in knowing me;then I shall give you my # to call;if all goes well on here and I feel your worthy of having my phone number.I've seen how a relationship looks so good when you first get into it; then it turns sour so fast; couples dont seem to see the spark for life at the age I am now. I am NOT wanting a man just for SEX or to be used when they want to get so called relief. I decided from now on I am going to make sure I dont get used by anyone ;if I can help it.I am a BIG woman;50 in Dec. Not everything a picture can show; It's alot about what is in the heart; not on the outside. So RUN;RUN RUN;NOW ! If this sounds too much for you. If you are a good man and understand where I'm comming from and want to chat more; I'd be more than glad to see how we get along and what we have in common; our likes and dislikes. I am NOT wanting to just jump into a marrage;I may never marry again; but I sure feel like theres a man for me on this earth somehwhere;if it's in Gods plan. Shewwwww !!! That was alot to write in one message ; But maybe you are well worth the effort it takes to get to know and open up my feelings with; just so you know whats behind this picture and person that I am . Just to let you know ;I am looking for a one womans man and dedication from one man;a life of fun and laughter;wonderfully well spent time with who ever he may be;explore ;discover;be best friends and be with me all the time or as often as we can; Is'nt it what life should be all about anyway;loving our family and friends and showing our true concern for them. Life is so full of all the worldly things; the devil; he loves to torement us humans (our sprits and souls within) and get as much attention as he can; doing whatever it takes. I know;cause he is always on my back everyday of my life;it's a real fight;but by faith and prayer and believing in my God ; but you know what;no matter what;God has his eyes on even the smallest baby sparrow. He has a birth date and a death date for each of us. No one knows that time but GOD. So we need to think about more of what will I take and leave behind when I'm gone like what good I've done and have I helped God and been faithful like I should be; we can only take the love; the life God gave us and use it well; as with us and what we did good while here on his planet called earth for such a short time compaired to when we are gone! I never seen a hearse pulling a u-haul !!! Bless You and have a nice day ! CJ in Seneca SC.

About you

A BIG Good Hearted ;Kind;Caring;Respectful;Loyal;Devoted;Honest;Good Natured ;Compassionate;Romantic; Hard Working ;with good morels and values in a "MAN" Gessss;I hope I'm not asking too much God! I am looking for marrage material but a great friendship works best first; getting to know each other;then focus on being SOUL MATES if it in the plans of GOD.PS~ I am low maintance and happy with the simple things in life;just looking for the right MAN to share it with ;till we grow old together and can give it all (our) best to each other in LOVE FOR LIFE.